Posted by jael on Apr 21, 2011 in Spiritual Journey

Been too far away too long.

Not feeling the hallelujah I seek as my refuge on this platform.

Only the broken.

Completely uncertain if my words matter.


Had two tough discussion with my mother today.

Our Mommy-daughter issues won’t be over until we’re both dead a century.

Got in a traffic snarl so big and congested I seriously considered urinating in a coffee cup.

It wasn’t shame that stopped me either, it was the horrified look on my daughter’s face who rode shot gun.

Agog at the divide of social hierarchy and how agelessly it chaffs… it’s only equal opportunity element.

Had a fight with The Husband big enough for the Banned Word List Committee of 2010 to reconsider the term epic.

Feel far away from what I know.

Sound far away from Truth.

As I recall again it’s Holy Thursday, I reconsider that garden.

Those prayers.

Big shoes.

And so,  if I really believe in Resurrection, I must surrender anew.

Thy will be done.

Nothing that is asked of me compares or is beyond my strength Through Him that gave all.

We can trust Him.

Let no one caught in sin remain
inside the lie of inward shame.

Hallelujah, Hallelujah,
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah!

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