July 1

It
has
been
too
long
since
my
last
post.

And I want my next words to be kind.
And good.
And, if not of merit, then at least of substance.

But
and
however
and
so
and
needless
to say
nor
know

We still don’t have family plan.

In
16
days
we
will
must
make
a
decision.

$
down
here
or
there
come
what
may.

The
suspension
of
any
pretext
of
certainty
has
evolved
from
a
corrosive
rain
to
a
maintenance
weight.

I
have
taken
to
chanting
like
a
monk
inside
my
head
to
stay
the
beast
fear.

We
can
trust
Him.

Love
wins.

The
word
of
the
Lord
is
True.

Amid
the
torrents
of
my
own
resistance
He
loves
me
still
and
does
His
work.

Even
when
I
show
only
a sliver
of humility
a shimmer
of obedience

He
meets
me
where
I
am
and
fills my
cup.

He
bids me
drink
peace.

Sing
Hallelujah.

Bathe
In
My
Light

My will be done.

May it be so
with
me.

Hallelujah, Hallelujah,
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah!