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Jeremiah 29:11

Posted by jael on Nov 23, 2020 in Parenting, pregnancy loss, Spiritual Journey

Beloved Twin,

I extend profound sympathy for the loss of your precious baby girl.

She was real.
She was here.
She was made by love and strong marriage.
She was the baby girl of Sarah & Abraham.
You are her Mommy.
Abraham is her Daddy.
She was here.
You both fell in love with her.
She was here long enough to grow, hear, feel, bask, and relay her love to you.
Your baby girl tided blessings; pebble-ripples’ lofts of Hope Marmalade.
She is a brilliant comet across the sky only she lights.

I am sorry her life ended within you.
I grieve your pain and too short a time together.

This grief- the hardest, of hard-hard cold loss & grief.
Too often it is also lonely and silent.

Humans can be very unaware.

So too, we mean well, but often say the wrong things when the heart’s intent is comfort.

I respect your process.

I do not mean to intrude.

Know I am here.

I want to be the kind of friend you need right now.

I am beyond utterly sincere.

I will honor and follow your lead.

Jeremiah 29:11

For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord,
“plans to prosper you and not to harm you,
plans to give you hope and a future.

I love you, twin
xoxo

I can barely stand right now
Everything is crashing down
And I wonder where you are
I try to find the words to pray
I don’t always know what to say
But you’re the one who can hear my heart
Even though I don’t know what your plan is
I know you make beauty from these ashes
I’ve seen joy and I’ve seen pain
And on my knees I call your name
Here’s my broken hallelujah
With nothing left to hold onto
I raise these empty hands to you
Here’s my broken
Here’s my broken hallelujah
Hallelujah, hallelujah
Here’s my broken hallelujah

Songwriters: Dan Ostebo / Jordan Mohilowski / Josh Havens / Matthew D. Fuqua
Broken Hallelujah lyrics © Essential Music Publishing, Music Services, Inc

 
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John 16:22

Posted by jael on Nov 21, 2020 in Spiritual Journey

John 16:22
Therefore you now have sorrow; but I will see you again and your heart will rejoice, and your joy no one will take from you.

I did my best, it wasn’t much
I couldn’t feel, so I tried to touch
I’ve told the truth, I didn’t come to fool you
And even though it all went wrong
I’ll stand before the Lord of Song
With nothing on my tongue but Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

 
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Job 5:19 & Galatians 6:2

Posted by jael on Nov 12, 2020 in Spiritual Journey

Job 5:19, NKJV
19 He shall deliver you in six troubles,

Galatians 6:2 NMB
2 Bear one another’s burden, and so fulfil the law of Christ.

Even though I don’t know what your plan is
I know you make beauty from these ashes,
“Broken Hallelujah,” The Afters.

And every breath we drew was Halleljuah!

 
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1 Thessalonians 5:18

Posted by jael on Nov 11, 2020 in Spiritual Journey, Uncategorized

1 Thessalonians 5:18, NLT

Be thankful in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you who belong to Christ Jesus.

Hallelujah!
Hallelujah!

So I’m thankful for the scars
‘Cause without them I wouldn’t know Your heart
And I know they’ll always tell of who You are
So forever I am thankful for the scars, “Scars,” I Am They.

Hallelujah!
Hallelujah!

 
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2 Timothy 3:16-17 & Phil 3: 12-13

Posted by jael on Nov 10, 2020 in Spiritual Journey, Uncategorized

2 Timothy 3:16-17 NKV

I do not say that I have already won the race or have already reached perfection. But I am pressing on, striving to lay hold of the prize for which also Christ has laid hold of me, Weymouth New Testament

I’ve told the truth, I didn’t come to fool you..
…Hallelujah…
…Hallelujah…

 
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Psalm 119: 165 & 1 Corinthians 13:5

Posted by jael on Nov 6, 2020 in Spiritual Journey

Psalm 119: 165
Great peace have those who love Your law,
And [a]nothing causes them to stumble.

1 Corinthians 13:5

Love does not commit what is shameful, neither does it seek its own; it is not provoked, neither does it entertain evil thoughts,

I did my best, it wasn’t much
I couldn’t feel, so I tried to touch
I’ve told the truth, I didn’t come to fool you
And even though it all went wrong
I’ll stand before the Lord of Song
With nothing on my tongue but Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah!
Hallelujah, Hallelujah!

 
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Psalm 40:8 & Psalm 59:9-10

Posted by jael on Nov 4, 2020 in Spiritual Journey


Psalm 40:8
I delight to do Your will, O my God,
And Your law is within my heart.”

Psalm 59:9-10
(9) I will wait for You, O You his Strength;
For God is my defense.
(10) My God of mercy shall come to meet me;
God shall let me see my desire on my enemies.

Baby, I’ve been here before
I know this room, I’ve walked this floor
I used to live alone before I knew you
And I’ve seen your flag on the marble arch
Love is not a victory march
It’s a cold and it’s a broken Hallelujah

 
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John 15:5

Posted by jael on Nov 3, 2020 in Spiritual Journey


John 15:5
“I am the vine; you are the branches. If you remain in me and I in you, you will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing.

When all that I can sing
Is a broken hallelujah
When my only offering
Is shattered praise
Still a song of adoration
Will rise up from these ruins
I will worship You and give You thanks
Even when my only praise
Is a broken hallelujah

~Musixmatch

 
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John 5:8

Posted by jael on Oct 31, 2020 in Spiritual Journey, Uncategorized

Jesus said to him, “Rise, take up your bed and walk.”
John 5:8

Glory to God alone.
He has led me through the wilderness through His Love & Faithful blaze.
As we hiked together, His Patience tended planted seeds to fruit new harvest.
He opens my eyes to new ways to be of more use to Him,
and begin grant work development @sgfc.
I am unworthy of these gifts; and that’s the whole point.
And He said to the woman, “Your faith has saved you; go in peace.

It goes like this, the fourth, the fifth
The minor fall, the major lift
The baffled king composing Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

 
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Lamentations 3:58

Posted by jael on Oct 26, 2020 in Spiritual Journey

Lamentations 3:58

O Lord, You have pleaded my soul’s cause;
You have redeemed my life.

Now, I’ve heard there was a secret chord
That David played, and it pleased the Lord
But you don’t really care for music, do you?
It goes like this, the fourth, the fifth
The minor fall, the major lift
The baffled king composing Hallelujah
Hallelujah!
Hallelujah!
Hallelujah!
Hallelujah!

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